Just Over It.
I hate working for someone else. I hate the idea of building someone else's dream when I have my own!
Yeah yeah yeah, "you have to do what you need to in order to do what you want to do.
"bLAH BLAH BLAH.
I need to be a billionaire already.
I'm over working and I just started. š«
Life update: In the last 3 months, I've been fired from 3 different jobs.
Not boasting or gloating but I'm just not a good employee.
I'm convinced the 9-5 is just not for your girl.
I'm also not rich. My family has yet to have a yacht or mansion. So what do I do?
What am I supposed to be doing?
Today I mediated on this thought.
Analyzing my past, present and began to formulate a future that makes me happy, fulfilled and living out my purpose.
š If I could roll out of bed tomorrow and live the life of my dreams, what would my life look like?
People "who made it" usually say, "I had to go through the struggle before I was here" but is that part necessary? 100% it is! And I'm over it! I declare that the last 2 years of my life have been the trough. The last two years have been the "struggle season", the "rock bottom" I have no choice but to come up from.
This is it.
I can do this!!!
I've realized that I was getting caught in the idea of what I should be doing instead of allowing God to direct my steps. I am 100% sure that what is meant for me far exceeds my ideas of what I deserve, better than anything my wildest dream could imagine.
I refuse to settle another minute.
Putting pen to paper & plan to action.
Moguls aren't built overnight.
I'll return with better news soon, or a billion dollars, whichever comes first. Hopefully a billion dollars though..
Always,
Jess














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